the most genius minds are delusional and completely dependent on their internal belief in themselves: you didn't raise 5m you failed to raise 6m. reality must be a result of your failures, fail fast, fail terribly, everything is your fault, then fix it and keep failing because youve moved the goalpost, validation must only come from within, meaning failing should be enthralling: thank goodness i selected a goal beyond this universe, even if you reached your goal today, why not yesterday, why not twice today, until there is complete emotional detachment from results, you wont optimize.

best trait of mine is how fast i learn, i did 1 vc call 2 vc call now they all go well, follow the script hit the cues, half my round is finito, thy divergent mind has 0 distractions IMMUNE to consumerism and operates in a zen field

Wearing a white jacket brings intention back to what I go near. The people and places I populate must have a pure aura. The items I bring with me, like a bag must be clean, leaving no debris nearby. This same idea reminds me how I haven't gotten sick once since leaving BC campus in the spring. Curating my environment over the summer and living off campus this fall allows me to eliminate all mentally and physically ill people from the enviorments I enter. I remove myself from sick worlds, so, I do not get sick.